Well

I certainly do 'feel too bad' about the bloody pizza now.

What a frigging idiot I was to think I could get away with that, especially considering the fucking huge amounts of dip I had.

I was 47.9kg today. That's a 0.6 gain. In one day. Because of a stupid pizza. Because I'm really that weak that I can't say no to some disgusting dominos pizza. That's the last time I make that mistake.

today I've had...

2 rice cakes with light cream cheese - 140cals

packet of salt and vinegar pom bears - 94cals

weight watchers pizza - 407cals

3 peanuts - 18cals

a small slice of blue cheese - 100cals

so that's 759cals today.

Fucking loads.

This has to stop, I'm getting really lax.

I go to the kitchen and think it's OK just to pick at stuff.

Well it isn't.

I'm watching the Devil Wears Prada atm and Nigel just said, 'not since 2 became the new 4 and zero became the new 2'

And I'm a 6 in American sizes. Just. I think it's a sign really.

Tomorrow is a new day. And a 6 meal day. And I'm going to get below 47kg by the weekend.

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