Yesterday my cal limit was 500, and I had 502.
I spent most of my day in bed in the dark drifting in and out of sleep and coughing fits.
And crying fits.
My throat felt like sandpaper, my boyfriend was at work where his ex had showed up and my best uni friend was at her boyfriend's and I just felt so miserable and lonely.
But thankfully another of my friends from said best friends flat text me at about 7 and asked me if I wanted to go and watch a movie with her and the other girls in that flat, who I go out with sometimes and are really nice. So in the end I had a really nice night in with them watching 'The Butterfly Effect' and 'Hide and Seek'.
I do have a confession to make though.
My throat was KILLING me and my friends kept telling me I should have some ice cream.
And in the end me and my friend both really wanted some so we walked to the main building in our pyjamas to get to the Ben and Jerry's machine, and we had to get security to let us into the room it's in because it was locked just to get it. But do you know what? It was fucking delicious (caramel chew chew if you were wondering) AND it made my throat feel better (if only temporarily) AND I weighed myself this morning even though I'm not supposed to and I was dead on 46, so ice cream can suck my cock. I WIN BEN AND JERRY'S
It's a fast day today, which I am sort of pleased about. I like a good fast every now and then.
I wonder how many calories there are in cough syrup?
love you all xxx
4 comments:
you're doing amazingly hun :) keep it up, and well done! <3
you're doing amazingly hun :) keep it up, and well done! <3
46 kg, amazing, love, you're my hero! :) Sorry about hearing you've been ill... hope you feel better very soon, hun.
Lots of love, and don't forget to drink a lot of lemon tea!
Lu.
Im really sorry that you arent feeling well. I hope you feel better soon!
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