I'm sick of all the same old shit

Sorry I've not posted in a while.

I've been to Birmingham and things, but have mostly been sitting about in my room at home watching movies and drinking wine with the boyf,

and in my room down here at uni watching crappy TV, listening to Pulp's 'This is Hardcore' album over and over again, drinking cider and taking speed on my own.

That actually sounds quite interesting, but guess what?

It isn't.

I am bored shitless.

Weight-wise, I am stuck fluctuating between 46.3 and 45.8, I keep having fuck it days and then fast days and it's a bit of a mess, but I've been watching 'will my crash diet kill me?' on 4OD today, and some man lost a stone in a week doing 'the restriction diet' so I'm going to do that.

I have to go shopping for it tomorrow. I basically can't eat anything except sweet potato, kiwis, pears, parsnips, carrots and beansprouts.

You are actually allowed fish and lamb as well, but like, I'm vegetarian obvz.

I need a good old fashioned house party with some good old fas

hioned pills and vodka.

I need some glitter and a squat.

Bought myself a new Paul's Boutique bag today as well as I'm nice and loaded:

I had a £60 one that I bought when I was bunking college like 2 years ago but I pretty much tore it to pieces drinking on the hill, hopefully this one will live.

It certainly will if my life carries on being this boring.

I guess I've been binging so much cos I'm not even really looking forward to anything, so there's nothing to be thin for.

Reading festival I suppose, but that's not until the end of August and I've got to somehow sort all my uni shit out before then.

Bollocks.

No thinspo because I feel fat.

Will probs do a whole post of in a few days tho.

Hope your lives are more exciting than mine atm.

xxx