Wednesday, 19 January 2011

There's nothing you can do but let time tick

ABC day 8
limit: 400cals
3 rice cakes w/low fat cream cheese 123cals
Packet of pom bears 97cals
Small raspberry yoghurt 56cals
Weight Watchers vegetable soup 92cals
368cals

Weighed myself this morning: 46.3kg. How boring. I'm so bored of floating around 46kg. Although it could have been worse as I was expecting to see more damage from my mad scoffing of pizzas in the last few days of the holidays and from the peanut butter incident that took place after I posted on Monday night. (That's fairly self explanatory right?)

Anyway, I was within my cal limit yesterday fine, so I'm still doing OK on ABC except for the peanut butter, so I'm hoping that if I can get through another week without incident I should be below 46 next Wednesday? Here's where I fuck it up and spend the rest of my life yo-yoing between 46and 47. No. Stop being so negative. I won't let everybody down, especially myself. ABC is a piece of piss and I can be under 46.

Tonight is the dreaded Frankie and Benny's night, and I have the best excuse not to go! I am genuinely horribly horribly ill. My throat started hurting on the way back up here and by the time I went to bed I had a horrible shivery fever and then woke up boiling to death in a horrible sweat. I've also got a dreadful headache and a cough that really hurts. Talking of which, I've just spilt cough mixture everywhere, clever me.

Well now that I have got out of tonight I am faced with my next dilemma, on Monday I am supposed to be going up to Birmingham visit one of my friends at her university and go out for her birthday, only thing is, guess where we're going first? Frankie and bloody Benny's. What is peoples bloody obsession with Frankie and fucking Benny's? Anyway, I might not have to face this dilemma anymore as the girl who was meant to be driving a load of us up's boyfriend's grandad died today and the funeral might be on Monday so she'll have to go to that instead of driving us up. Will keep you posted.

Thats all then, hot date with lemsip and 4od awaits.
Even my boyfriend is too busy to come look after me :'(


love you xxx




2 comments:

Alex said...

woo 4od! :) Hope you get better soon hun. And you will get past that weight I know it, you can do it easy <3

BindyBones said...

alot of people are getting sick right now... Feel better soon<3
and if you haven't fixed it yet, to get Harley's posts to show on your dash, unfollow (from the Manage button on your dashboard) then go back to her blog and follow again. Worked for me!
xoxox