My hipbones however, are still very much in hiding.
I was lying in bed with my boyfriend last night, admiring his gorgeous bones when he got up to go to the toilet and came back saying, 'I just weighed myself for the first time in ages, I'm 51.3, what does that mean?'
I could have killed myself.
Honestly, that's what I weighed about 2 months ago.
I must look so enormous next to him, he's only 5"6 so I worked out that his BMI is 18.2
Mine is 19.1.
It's motivating though I suppose, there was probably a point where I weighed more than him. Ergh.
Anyway, didn't weigh myself this morning cos he was here, we went to the pub with my friend from upstairs last night and didn't go clubbing because in the end she didn't feel like it either. I only had one drink although me and my friend have decided we're going to drink our way through the entire wetherspoons menu this year. This is what being at University does for you.
Anyway today I've been fasting, me and my boyfriend went into Hammersmith to do some shopping before he went home and then we went to Starbucks, I said I wasn't gonna get anything but he was all, 'no I'll get you something.' So in the end I drank half a skinny caramel latte and he had this HUGE panini which I tried not to stare at too much.
But I'm not going to eat tonight so I suppose that's OK.
Will see how 2468 is going tomorrow anyway.
Actually spoke to some of my flatmates for a bit this afternoon so I'm feeling a bit cheerier about being here in general.
For now anyway.
However, we're all having a flat Christmas dinner on the 6th December and I'm going to be expected to eat it, which I'm really really worried about. Also my friend from home invited me to her Nan's on Saturday as she's bunny watching whilst she's away (this is a regular occurrence and seems quite normal to me) and said we were having Roast Dinner, I was just like, yeah I'll skip the roast dinner I'm on a diet and she seemed to accept that so that'll probably be OK as long as I don't pick at anything.
I think I want to be 46 by Christmas.
I'm looking forward to boxing day at my friend's house a ridiculous amount.
OK that's enough nonsense for one day. Sorry all my posts are so long.
lovelove x
3 comments:
Wow your boyfriend is skinny!
Don't worry about those meals too much, stress helps you gain weight!
I'm glad you're feeling better about uni <33
hey, we have the same bmi lol I know how you feel, I'm wishing my ribs would come out of hiding already. My bf is suuuper skinny too, bmi of 17.2 T.T
Ahh, I've always been paranoid about whether I weigh more than a boy does. Obviously I do now.
Good luck with your fast, I'mm sure you'll be fine <3
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