That's loads for me so thankyou!
I woke up this morning with the worst ever hangover, I can't really remember last night except that I lost my cloakroom ticket and they would not give me back my coat even tho I said my initials and described it like a hundred times so in the end I just climbed over the counter, went and got my coat, climbed back over and left.
Think I might not be allowed back in now but nvm it's a horrible chavvy club anyway.
After that I decided to cry the whole way home for no conceivable reason and wail incoherently down the phone to my poor boyfriend.
Apparently we watched the band but I have no recollection of this.
I wonder if they were any good?
On a more positive note, I somehow managed to weigh 48.1kg this morning.
On a less positive note I'm starving.
I started 2468 today and I've eaten a packet of crisps and a tin of sweetcorn (183cals) and I want to die/eat my laptop/eat myself.
The temptation to ring Godfather's pizza and get a stuffed crust veggie deluxe is so overwhelming right now, but thankfully my phone is about to die and won't be resurrected until Wednesday when I get my charger back.
I just want to be hungover in bed and EAT EAT EAT.
But I can't lose control like that.
I said I was going to start 2468 today and I can't back out of that.
No more excuses.
I'm fat and if I want to not be I have to do this.
Cue googling food all night and not getting any sleep.
Ergh 10am lecture tomorrow.
I hatehatehate my course and I'm going to fail.
Why am I here?
I just want to be thin :(
4 comments:
You will be thin, dear.
You're doing fine. Just have a relaxing day. Stay in bed, and read or something. I know you'll do fine.
Stay Superstrong <3
-Molly
(:
thankyou. xxx
I also had the worst hangover ever today and cant remember large chunks of last night...never a good thing!
aha I know, I started asking my friend what happened and then I was like, I actually don't think I want to know. x
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