Sticking to 300ish calories was somehow SO much easier yesterday.
I've had:
yoghurt 52cals
clementine 24cals
Dairylea dunkers 120cals
Golden vegetable Cup a soup 84cals
which makes 280cals.
I'm absolutely not going to eat anything else today.
I HAVE to make up for the damage I did on Sat.
And I have to be under 51kg tomorrow morning. AT LEAST.
I'm googling pictures of food again.
Staring at a big slice of garlic bread.
I'm so normal.
I have this 500 word proposal due at 2 tomorrow.
I've written the sort of bare frame of it and I just need to flesh it out but it's so difficult to concentrate when all I can think about is food.
Plus my friend is pestering me to go out and guilt tripping me because we left her on her own in the club last night.
(we called her 4 times, looked around for an hour and asked the DJ to make an announcement before we left without her, it's not my fault she went off with some random girl and I didn't get any of her 10 texts until I got in)
And now she's being all pissed off with me cos I'm not coming out but I have to get this work done.
And I'll just have to keep looking at thinspo and thinking about how fat I am to stop me from eating.
3 comments:
Well done on the intake hun, stay strong ok? And I do that too! Not sure why you do, but even looking at food and imagining eating it, I feel like I've eaten. Weiirrd hah, anyway good luck on your work :) xx
I was just wondering how tall are you? I use to be 49kg a few years ago and i loved it, i felt in control of everything but that didnt last long *sigh*
Thanks for following me btw :)
x good luck x
I'm 5"2 so only short!!
I got down to 46 back in January.
That was AMAZING, && I guess that's similar to being 49 when you're a normal height haha.
hoping to get back there (: xx
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