Tuesday, 23 November 2010

WPC when am I free to go?

Dramadrama, not sure how I'm going to summarise this briefly...

OK my mummy was dating a married man, she didn't want to be involved with somebody married but he was very insistent and she did like him lots, she tried to leave him many times but he'd always insist he was going to leave his wife and eventually he told his wife he was leaving on Sunday night.
I got a phonecall from my mum at about 9am on Monday morning saying, 'I'm bleeding and I've been arrested.'
Basically the guy she was seeing had done a U turn in the middle of the night and had gone from texting my mum saying he loved her and everything would be OK to ignoring her completely, and so my mum had gone to his house where his son had beaten her up, the man who had 'loved' her had kicked her, and then my mum had proceeded to smash in all the windows of his house.
The police were sympathetic and let her off with a fine and she went to see a friend who lived nearby and I agreed to come home and take her out last night.

This whole thing, naturally made me feel very cross and rather sick and so I didn't really feel like eating, I had 2 rice cakes in the morning and then went into town with my friend where I bought my mum a little present to cheer her up and then went to the pub and started drinking whisky. After that I got the tube home and met my mum and my boyfriend at one of the nice pubs on the hill (my mum and my boyfriend get on really well) and we decided to get food, my mum was feeling all weak and saying she couldn't face eating much and ordered a vegetable soup which she barely touched and my boyfriend ordered this enormous slice of pie with mashed potato, I tried to be good and ordered a mushroom tart from the starters menu with salad, it was quite small but so delicious I ate it all and a slice of my mum's bread. I wished I could have eaten as little as her.

Today has been a bit crap food wise too, there's nothing healthy here really so I've had 2 ryvitas with peanut butter and I'll probably make some pasta or something later on.
I think my mum will be OK, she's seeing friends everyday this week and so she's off drinking wine somewhere at the moment, but I REALLY WANT TO KILL THAT GUY.

Also I feel so nervous of everyone who isn't my boyfriend. Silly.
I think my friend is annoyed because I told her how to spell parfe.

And I really don't want to go back to my flat at uni.
Ever.

And I HAVE NO CONTROL.
I'm going to be fat forever.

xox


4 comments:

Starving Artist said...

omg, I would so help you kill him. wtf is his problem leading her on like that?? Really good thing the police understood and wern't bad about it, stay strong lovely, try the water thing, drink a buuunch before you eat every time. Like, half a liter at least. So much easier to just take a few bites when your already full

Zwazzle said...

aha thankyou we should form a murder squad.
And thanks I will deffo try that tonight! xxx

Alex said...

I really wish there was something I could do help, I hope you and your mum are ok! Is that guy getting done for what he did? For assault of whatever? He deserves it! Hope you're ok stay strong xxx and you ARE in control <3

Zwazzle said...

thankyou.
And my mum didn't want to press charges because she just wants to move on from it.
The son has previous for GBH anyway tho and is pretty much a massive druggy so he will probs end up in prison regardless eventually.
I hope so anyway. xxx