In my History lecture this morning we were all asked to write a two sentence history of the last ten minutes. I wrote: 'I am in a lecture and everyone is giggly and has friends except for me. I want to cry because I am not yet invisible.'
200cals today. I found some weird foreign rice cakes in the corner shop that are only 16calories so:
Rice cake with low fat cream cheese 49cals
KOKA noodles 143cals
192cals.
Have decided to give 2468 one more chance and if it hasn't performed miracles by Wednesday morning then I'm going to write my own plan for up to Christmas. Am going to try not to weigh myself until then but I doubt I'll manage that.
Supposed to be going out tonight. I can't even be bothered. What's the point?
I'm just going to pile on pointless alcohol calories and then my friend will see hairy bum (the new guy she's shagging every five seconds) and ditch me.
And I'll cry.
Again.
On a positive, I think I have maybe, kind of, almost, managed to be brief for once!
5 comments:
I'm sorry you're feeling down :( I know what it's like.
You'll get through with it, I'm here for you and so is Ana :)
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:Try not weighing yourself everyday like Ana says. Every week will be really rewarding. Trust me~
Tae
x
thankyou.
And I am TRYING to weigh myself less but I'm so obsessed it's difficult xxxx
it's okay, sometimes i tend to check myself constantly, even every hour. but, i broke the habit and checked every week, this way i don't get discouraged. stay strong and stay beautiful...
Tae
Oh lovely, I hate that you feel so low at the moment and I really hope you're ok soon. Just stay strong ok, because things will look up. Do it for yourself hun <3 xxx I love you
Cheer up darling, things will get better.
I weigh myself whenever I can, it's very very addictive isn't it?
Sometimes I get so excited about my morning weigh in I can't sleep!!
I hope we see a happier post next lovely :( stay strong <33
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