The fog comes up from the sewers and glows in the dark

Dragged myself out of bed at 7.30 this morning and weighed myself. The scales couldn't really make their mind up on what I weigh tho, usually I weigh myself 3 times and at least 2 of those times will say the same thing, but today I weighed myself 5 times and it varied from 48.3 to 47.7 so in the end I decided to go with 48 as it's in the middle isn't it? Bloody cheapy scales.

Went into the kitchen, at first I thought the windows had steamed up but no, it was just the thickest fog I had ever seen.

Went to my lecture, boring boring, mostly just wrote a diary entry and ignored everything he said.

In the following seminar someone actually spoke to me as well which was a bit amazing!!

Came home, had a nap which was haunted by strange nightmares where my mum drove the car into a lake and my uni friend from upstairs phoned me in tears and told me her lecturer was being murdered in the middle of the lecture, cheerful stuff, y'kno.

Woke up and went upstairs to see her.

Her lecturer hadn't really been murdered, funnily enough, came back downstairs for dinner.

Today was 600cals so I have eaten:

2 rice cakes w/low fat cream cheese 124cals

Salt and vinegar french fries 84cals

Blueberry oaty biscuit 101cals

3 Quorn sausages 171cals

Tin of spaghetti hoops 114cals

594cals

which is fine and dandy and just right but it feels fucking loads tbh.

I usually like to stay under 500.

But 2468 is supposed to work so I suppose I'll just have to let my scales tell the story tomorrow morning won't I?

Numbers numbers numbers.

I am not a number, I am a free girl.

Or am I?

anyway, tomorrow is 800cals.

I don't even know if I can do that, but I'm going to finish this cycle of 2468 (with a fast day on Thursday) and see how much I've lost to decide if I'm going to carry it on. It just doesn't feel like I can possibly have lost tomorrow if I've eaten this much.

Gonna go back up to my friends flat for a few hours after this, don't think I can cope with sitting in this room for much longer, even though her rooms like exactly the same but backwards,at least she's in it. (that was a bit soppy wasn't it?)

oh and thanks everyone for all the lovely comments yday (:

Have 2 thinspos because I'm generous like that...

stay skinny xoxo