I had a dream that my stomach was literally made out of cellulite.
Yummy.
@sammy your comment made me giggle :p it's definitely merry not marry, I certainly wouldn't want to marry Christmas, it's evil and full of food!
In reality, from the point of view of a normal human being, I didn't eat that much yesterday. And I didn't eat any meat obviously, as I haven't done for 7 years. I heard on the radio that the average amount of calories consumed on Christmas day is 5551cals. And I definately didn't have that many. Although, booze included, maybe I did? Gross. My arms are gross. I can feel the fat on them, sort of writhing. And I must have at least 78 chins going on. I fully expect to have gained back the 2 kilos it's taken me about 3 weeks to lose.
I'm going to one of my best mate's annual family boxing day dinner today. I can't get out of dinner but I'm not eating anything else. I can't wait til tomorrow til I can start fasting again.
I have to try and be positive and think that, yeah I've almost definitely gained tonnes, but there is no way I'm going to give up, especially as I feel so utterly utterly disgusting right now, and I'm going to get on track again as soon as I possibly can, and do ABC once I get back to uni, and join the gym with my friend, and there is no way I won't reach my goal of 42kg because I'm not going to let myself not. It's difficult not to tear myself to pieces but I'm trying to think moderately sensible thoughts for once.
hope you guys aren't feeling as lardy as I am.
love to you all xxxx
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That is a crazy amount of calories! I can believe it though.
And that picture is super cute. <3
Stay strong.
i am definitly feel lardy... even though i didnt gain, its just irritating being at the same weight.
and i doubt you have 78 chins. :P
good luck getting back on track after this horrid celebration. haha.
and, thats almost 2 pounds worth in food!!! thats ridiculous.
<3
Def feeling the lardy vibe... bleh.
you'll reach your goal no prob :) Once all these damn holidays are out of the mess it will be much easier.
and 5500 calories.
what. the. fuck.
that's like 2 pounds...
Really hoping I didnt near that.
and to the 78 chins... if you have 78,then I have 205 ;)
Let's get back on trackkkkk :D have an awesome end of 2010
Darling, I'm sure you don't have 78 chins. That's ridiculous.
Keep your chin up ;) Think positive, don't bring yourself down too much.
You're beautiful xo
I know that I have probably gained back the little bit that I lost before Christmas, too, but I am going to stay positive, as well. I KNOW I can do it again; I mean, I did it before, right? Same goes for you! Good luck. :)
lol, i wasn't sure because when you google marry christmas it shows the same results as merry
and that average sounds insane.
it makes me so frustrated to think that i need to work so much harder to make it up for what i'll eat on the family dinner....
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