Monday, 20 December 2010

You float like a feather in a beautiful world

So I went to my friend's house last night, she is the friend who is known for being super skinny and spent 2 years 'trying desperately' as she put it to gain 9lbs. Anyway we got talking about weight and stuff because she's started losing again and doesn't like it (insane with jealousy anyone?) and also just because I can't seem to think about anything else anymore and I WEIGH LESS THAN HER. She is 46.7kg atm, and I am 46.2kg. I think this must be the first time in the history of the world I've ever weighed less than her, as even when I was at my lowest weight of 46kg she must have been about 44. Her bmi is still lower than mine though as she is an inch taller, I WILL BE THINNER THAN HER.

Also, another of my best mates who has always been a twig has an even more twig like sister who eats like a horse and apparently she started crying at the doctor's today because she was told she was extremely underweight and seriously needed to gain. I would die for that.

I am going to be thinner than all of them. I am going to be thinner than anybody ever. I am going to be shockingly thin. I am going to be sharp and angular.
Yum. That's a much tastier thought than food.

Today so far I have had a skinny creme brulee latte at costa with the girls and this evening I am taking my mum out for dinner as it's her 50th birthday and we're going to cafe rouge where I will have a goats cheese salad which according to google is 534cals and that will be that for today.

Stay skinny darlings xxx


4 comments:

Weightoomuch said...

You are doing so well. And you will be thinner than all of them. You deserve it because youwork harder for it; you want it more

Anonymous said...

maybe that might be the answer: eat like there's no tomorrow!
i envy that sister too >_>
it's so funny that different ppl want the opposite things. it's like the same story with girls with small boobs want bigger and others want smaller.
(i'm def type b... wonder if they'll shrink too when i'll loose some fat)
and you'r quite close to have her bmi, just keep it up :)

sofia said...

i am ridiculously envious of anyone who is told to gain weight.
and you will be thinner than them (: i know it.
have fun at dinner!

<3

Anonymous said...

Thats crazy that she is trying to gain weight. Ive never had that mindset. Its such a foreign thought to me that someone would be trying for the exact opposite of what I am trying for!