Today I am supposed to be going to a concert of my favourite artist, Patrick Wolf.
At first I thought the tickets hadn't come but it turned out I'd had them posted to my house instead of to here.
Silly. So I can go pick them up before hand.
But now the issue is that I have nobody to go with.
2 girls I know from home are going but I don't know them well enough really to tag along with them.
They're the sort of friends you'll chat to if you see them in the pub but not plan outings with.
I wish I had loyal enough friends to say, fuck it, I don't listen to Patrick Wolf but I'll come with you anyway.
What a waste of money on a second ticket.
As if I'm popular enough to make anyone come with me, altho I am trying to persuade my uni best friend.
Anyway, the quote of his I have tattooed on my arm is 'let no foot mark your ground, let no hand hold you down' so if I really have to I will go on my own and just get sensationally drunk.
I've wanted to see him so long. Fuck it.
Went to the co-op this morning. The cashier definitely thought I had a slightly suspicious obsession with soup. Paranoia told me that everyone I walked passed was laughing at me on the way there but then two random men complimented me on my hair on the way back so that's life really isn't it.
Why did I write that? Who cares?
Anyway, I stuck to my fast yesterday, no illicit trips to the kitchen to eat one rice cake and then throw it up, no 'one packet of crisps won't hurt' nonsense. 0 calories all day. Couldn't get to sleep til 5am tho, I was so bloody hungry.
Anyway, day 2 of liquid fast and I've had an asparagus cup-a-soup at 138cals and lots of diet coke.
There is a chance some more soup will happen when I get home before I go to the gig but hopefully I will be rushed enough that it won't.
Christ I'm tired.
Time for red bull.
Sugar free, obvz.
I'm going to have a good night. On my own. And I'm not going to be nervous or paranoid. I'm going to be cool. I'm going to be so cool that I don't care that I'm on my own. It's all about the music, man. It would be a bit more believable if I was thinner and not a whale person.
I looked at myself from the side in the mirror this morning in my pink bra and jeans and I thought, 'Oh, I look quite thin,' and then I saw my arms, and breathed out.
Look, I'm going to shut up and stop rambling about boring nonsense.
Wish me luck being a loner at a gig yeah?
love to all you crazy kids xoxo
3 comments:
have fun at the gig hun :) and well done on your fast let us know how it goes <3
hope you have fun at the concert, even though you might be going alone. and i quite like your rambles. i dont know why, but i do. haha.
i hate mirrors, deceiving bitches is what they are.
:P
stay lovely! <3
I don't know that artist but I'd go with you lol. I hope you had fun! I like reading your ramblings. Mirrors are evil. lol I hope your fast continues you are doing so well.
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