Love like winter

Last night was actually not too bad in the end. The glam rock band were all silly old men in PVC flares which unfortunately gave them what can only be described as male camel-toes and I was relentlessly pursued by a hairy man named Ivan but we had a laugh. It was in Chingford and so me and my mum stayed at her friend's flat and drove home through the snow this morning. At first it was quite pretty seeing all the boarded up houses down the north circular in the snow although I felt sick, I love a bit of crumbling suburbia, but after a while the snow got really heavy and as we got nearer to home none of the roads had been gritted and we got stuck in Kenton for about an hour and I ended up having to push the car up the hill on Kenton High Street still in my pyjamas with last night's heels on with a load of random men helping. People were abandoning their cars and there were stuck buses and it's a miracle we ever got home at all really.

It's supposed to be the Christmas do at my friend's pub tonight, but getting there involves going through the same places which I never thought we'd get out of this morning, and I don't think we'll manage it although all of my friend's seem to think we will. Also even if we do I've nothing to wear. I'm not sure because I'm so exhausted and hungover. My boyfriend came round for a few hours and I would so much rather just spend the evening in bed with him but he's had to go to work. He's going home to his parents in the North for Christmas and I'm going to miss him so much :(

Today I've eaten:

1 plain ryvita 32cals

Pasta bake 375cals

2 brazil nuts 46cals

453cals

which wasn't as such under 400 like I had hoped but you get the idea.

Anyway I'm so tired that I'm going to go to bed for a bit and then possibly get up and go out but probably not.

lovely. xxx